Being loved conveniently is hard. It’s a nasty, unbearable mix of emotion. One moment, (s)he is crazy for, and all about you, but eventually you’ll realize that fire is only around during the easiest of times for that person.
Basically, you catch on that…
…and it sucks.
At first, that is.
You’ll let go, in the most self-loving way. And you’ll be freaking devastated because:
But you need to realize that feeling is not devastation…Its shock. I mean, you’re awesome, right? What the heck is (s)he doing with his life if s(he) isn’t STRIVING to have someone as dope as you?
But that’s the thing.
S(h)e never STRIVED to have you. Basically, all s(he) was striving for was convenience.
(^LIVE BY THIS)
I’ve learned so much from my history of dating in high school and college, and I wouldn’t change it for the world. Dating around may not be for everyone, but I now know what I want, deserve and look forward to…
…And I’ll have it when it’s right because *I-